Time to Stretch
10 hours and 10 drafts later, my uc apps are DONEEEEEEEEE. YAYYAYAYAYYAYYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY.
When will this ever end?
Dear Tumblr, I can’t believe that I am still stuck on what to say on my last personal statement.
I give up
Dear Tumblr, Why is it that every time I try to keep my conversations PG they just get very boring…
Wow, you serious.... !?
no, not really, actually.
Are these years pointless?
Dear Tumblr, Lately, I’m finding that as I’m trying to come up with a personal statement, I really have no words to speak. On paper, I don’t really have any strong points. All I see are weaknesses. This really blows.
Falling for a Married Man
From where does the line become blurry?
can it be that when ive cleaned the days have turned to haze– sondre lerche
The Crusty Crust
Dear Tumblr, Sadly (or maybe thankgod-fully) there hasn’t been enough happening in my life to write a decent, interesting post. Thus, the only thing I have to show for today is frustration over how the pumpkin pie I made came out way below par, and how the crust won’t stop flaking onto every/any object it comes into even the slightest contact with. Yepp. My life is sure a bed of...
How do I
rise above the average?
fusat is the word of the day.
and its not pronounced “foo-sat”. - i wish i were smart enough to save my $20.
To my new watchers (: Thank you for following & I hope I don’t bore you all to death :P
Can anybody find me...
Dear tumblr, So I guess this is my daily post (: I have decided that I will not be disheartened in my uc applications. I WILL give it my best shot, and I won’t rest until I’m satisfied with the results. - scratch the second part of my post.
trippin out (like, literally too)
Dear tumblr, I would love nothing other than to get out of this town and run to a very far away place. It sounds kind of lonely, and I guess that is why people always ask me why I have such a desire to. Running through streets without names, seeing people, places, you’ve never known.. Maybe the average person would feel scared at this notion. I have no idea. But for me it is...
After a Long Week,
there is nothing I like better than coming home to good music. Honestly, honestly, if i could be able to give this joy to other people, that’d really just be the greatest. Right now listening to -> dan & marie finale song. …. I really don’t know why I update like this. I feel like I’m talking to myself and it’s kind of weird. Maybe I should write a catch...
= dirty pleasure<3 ;)
The Unerasable Deed has been Committed?
So I finally hinted to my mother today that my interest in the art field has been dwindling. Needless to say, she did not take it very well. I guess it’ll take a miracle before she’ll ever accept the fact that I want to become a musician x: which i so really totally wanna doooo…. D:
How do you 'break up' with a friend?
Today was my first time ‘breaking up’ with a friend, and honestly i felt bad doing it, but i guess what must be done must be done… :/ On a different note, the friend that helped me decide what actions to take deserves a thank you, i guess. Something just does not feel right though, and i don’t know why. It’s probably just because I feel bad about the...
you hope for the best, some days you expect to take a fall, And some days that fall comes totally unexpected, as in living the most socially awkward 15 mintes trying to constantly come up with something to say on an empty stomach with a person who is uninterested in anything you have to say and being totally verbose. Now 15 minutes does not sound like a lot, sure, but honestly, think of being...
For the first time
in my life, the future isn’t clearly cut out for me. I guess I’ve been coming to terms with this slowly from looking through colleges, but tonight it just really hit me, as i was looking through a list of international schools that i wanted to find out if i should apply to which route in life am i going to take? with everything always told to me, i’ve never really thought much...
US vs. Japan
Today at dinner, my parents unintentionally hinted that it would be fine to go to international school. So that leaves me with a decision…. do i stay in the US? or do I take my chances faring in Tokyo? decisions decisions..
she started singing, and no one seemed to notice. But as her voice grew louder...– (wish i could be that great)
Jumping to Conclusions
So the other day when my mother told me “lets go on a walk,” i really believed that she meant that our dear beloved family dog koko had passed. I even cried. And I never cry. Wow. Why am I admitting this again? Nevertheless, I’m SO glad she’s still there.. but that does give me apprehension for that day :/ ah well. the moral of the story is dont jump to conclusions...
ill miss you…. :’(
I wasn't always
such a quiet girl. I do know when it became that way but I don’t know why it became that way.. :/ -editnov22 actually scratch that, I do know. it was all that crap I got freshman year.
what was I waiting for?
So we’re finishing up Heart of Darkness at school, and while I didn’t get too much out of it the first time around, its meaning started to take effect in class discussion a week ago. In the end of the novel, Marlow realizes that he has never had anything to show in his life but a grey nothingness (or something to that extent).. If he were to die, he said he would have no words to...
and the pieces
click together, but will i finish this puzzle in time?
although i shouldn’t be. College is either going to make or break me, but i’m not sure which one. I know i don’t want to miss my city, my restrictive family, my sometimes flaky friends, but i have a feeling i will……….. california? washington? nyc? where will i be heading?